Tales and Dreams

Tales and Dreams -- a fabulous mix of beauty, mystery and diction ;)

bright lights in a thought bubble

I imagine a life of blue velvet curtains and red carpet paths. With lights that blind you from the things around you. Where your life has endless possiblities... where there is no boundaries. Where you can be anything and any where yet be at the present place and state you are in.
To live in a life of irony.... haha...how ironic...
I wonder how life is to be praised by people for being someone you are not; to not be scowled at and cursed. I wonder how life is to be watched by blind eyes and shiny lenses where behind them lies millions of people... I wonder how life is to feel alone yet you are not alone; where people are always watching, waiting for something great or something to go terribly wrong.
I wonder how life would be if i saw my face in magazines and newspapers, on tv and in websites.
I wonder how my life would be if i was known by millions of people. I wonder how it feels to be apart of the stars who seem so far away...

I sometimes wonder if my desires are poisoning my mind.

I can't help but think that all these will not come true yet there is always a possibility that it will come true....

I am not afraid to say that i am afraid of what the future holds for me... I sometimes get the feeling that i might end up disappointed with what might come out... and yet sometimes i feel i might succeed...

so much questions, predictions, wishes and dreams all yet to be answered ....

All these I keep in my mind... hence the title bright lights in a thought bubble